Lately, I have felt old habits and feelings come back with a vengeance.
Old feelings and habits that I thought I had broken.
It all feels so familiar and unsettling. It is unsettling mostly because you often think these feelings and thoughts have gone away. But I am starting to realize that they are weeds in a beautiful garden, and if you don’t spend the time to find them, and tend to the garden, it will soon become overgrown, and so hard to manage.
What is wonderful, though, it that I am starting to recognize my own behavior. I am realizing what it going wrong.
And I am now reaching into my toolbox, pulling the weeds, and tending to the garden.
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I am now 25, living in Los Angeles, and navigating life. This is what my sixteen year old self had to say, when I started:
Hi! My name is Jenna and I go to a Los Angeles high school. I used to be an ice skater, but I quit about 6 months ago, and I miss it a lot. I enjoy acting and taking care of animals. I volunteered at an animal sanctuary over the summer and realized I want to be a veterinarian when I get older. I love talking about life and having deep conversations. I write songs as a diary in a way, I will probably post a few of them. Please enjoy my blog and thank you for visiting!
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